Devi-no-e

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY!!! Or happy Independence Day!. I hope you guys have an amazing day today and especially an awesome night with fireworks!!!

Ok, I have this little kitty named "Lily" and she is just absolutly adorable. I named her Lily because of her fur, she orange with black and white splotches everywhere and that reminded me of a tiger lily, so I named her Lily! She's lovable, cute, and she doesn't care how you hold her. No matter the position she's in she'll purr at you... I've held her completely upside down and she STILL purred at me, weird right? But I love her to death, she's kind of like me, she's loving, doesn't mind new people,  she likes to be alone sometimes, does not like dogs (if you are a dog lover, please don't get mad at me and tell me off, I just prefer cats over dogs is all), and she's just fine with sitting/laying next to you while you do other stuff like be on the computer, drawing, and/or eating. I've only had her for a few weeks, but I've gotten super attached to her and I was going to pay to get her declawed, in the front paws, and get her spayed...but today she scratched my mother's $2000 chocolate leather couch. I told my mom that she just got scared of the dog that was with us and that she just did what her instinct told her to do, to get away from the threat, she was trapped in a corner she saw her escape by jumping up on the couch  but she didn't 'quite' make the whole way so she used her claws to climb the rest of the way. My mom was beyond furious when she saw the 'damage' but she kept her cool until she went into her room, she going to take her to a shelter, I don't know when, but she's going to do it. And I'm so upset, I don't want to lose Lily T_T she's more or less like a daughter to me, I play with her, I feed her... heck, I even talk to her and she meows back like she can understand me.

I have lost three cats in the last 5 years, Jake, who died a year after I got him (don't know the cause of his death), Fiesty, (I know it's not spelled right, I did that on purpose so I could make it seem like it wasn't a normal cat name even though it was) whom I got a few months after Jake, died a year later from 'kitty' leukemia, and last but not least my first female cat, Runt, who I had for two whole years and then died from 'kitty' leukemia just like Fiesty. And you know what, my sister also has a cat too, his name is Sammy, and he's been alive and kicking for the ENTIRE 5 years and is STILL alive today, now don't get me wrong I don't want Sammy to die, no, that's not the case at all, I'm just so ANGRY and JEALOUS that my sister got to keep Sammy alive, while all my cats died!!! And now I have to give up ANOTHER cat that I've grown attached too! IT'S TOTAL BULL *CRAP*! I'm sorry you guys... I just need some relief, and blow off some steam... I feel much better now, but it's still not fair that I have to give Lily up.

Ok, I went to the dentists office and got checked in, then I waited for almost 30 minutes before the assistant dentist showed me the dentist office. The dentist came in and numbed my mouth so it would be painless when he pulled my teeth out. He told me after numbing me that he was going to wait a few minutes to let the numbing spread. But instead I waited for about 15 minutes for him to come pull my teeth out. I was ready to just pull my own teeth out by myself. After that I drove home wanted to eat something but then I realized I CAN'T EAT ANYTHING!!!! It made me mad that I couldn't eat my subway sandwich! Now, I feel empty without my teeth, there's these two gaping holes in my mouth and it FEELS WEIRD!!